crawl through the hole

brightly allured intentions

feeling so real then

hollow to the big picture  

dull aching trails behind

denial denies denying  

thinly wrapped coated bits

stacked beneath patina cover

embedded inside core sensations  

distant echoes of yesteryear  

blimmishes  to the luster

imperfections of the dream

reconcilliations without an answer

expectations must shine fairly  

creating anguish is failure  

extinguishing suffering is blissful  

thats all there is