“Emotional beings/Being Emotional”

budg·et

/ˈbəjət/Learn to pronounce

verb

gerund or present participle: budgeting

  1. allow or provide a particular amount of money in a budget.

    "the university is budgeting for a deficit"

    synonyms:allocate, allot, assign, allow, earmark, devote, designate, appropriate, set aside; 

From the cellular level of life, all the way up to the most complex organisms functioning at the highest levels of creativity and advancement, budgeting is the fundamental premise of everything. Every cell knows to budget it’s energy consumption to precisely how much replacement energy it expects to receive. Adjustments only happen when there’s a realized shortfall of the replacement side. Cells don’t store energy, so excess is dispelled or converted to storage like cells. This basic tenant allows for adaptive support to survive adversity. All forms of life utilize this checks and balances to sustain itself.

From the cellular level of life, all the way up to the most complex organisms functioning at the highest levels of creativity and advancement, budgeting is the fundamental premise of everything. Every cell knows to budget it’s energy consumption to precisely how much replacement energy it expects to receive. Adjustments only happen when there’s a realized shortfall of the replacement side. Cells don’t store energy, so excess is dispelled or converted to storage like cells. This basic tenant allows for adaptive support to survive adversity. All forms of life utilize this checks and balances to sustain itself.

Life is an incredible accomplishment in this universe of ours. It exists and expands everywhere its environment yields the opportunity for it to survive. This human perspective can’t imagine the total amount of shit life itself has overcome to this point already. The universe is an inhospitable bitch, and Mutha don’t give a single fuck about how you feel! She is eatin up burnt out stars and shitting out universes every moment of the moments of time. How in the hell then, can a personal emotional entrapment be so goddamned all important?

Life is an incredible accomplishment in this universe of ours. It exists and expands everywhere its environment yields the opportunity for it to survive. This human perspective can’t imagine the total amount of shit life itself has overcome to this point already. The universe is an inhospitable bitch, and Mutha don’t give a single fuck about how you feel! She is eatin up burnt out stars and shitting out universes every moment of the moments of time. How in the hell then, can a personal emotional entrapment be so goddamned all important?

You see, that’s just it in a society promoting whatever the fuck selling toy weapons to its children for entertainment represents, your feelings are on you. The vast majority of all people who’ve ever existed lack a true understanding of who and why they are the way they perceive themselves. It’s a hard ass question to challenge how you feel. The shear physical involvement that surrounds your emotions is undeniable and all encompassing. Simultaneously, these characteristics are the backdrop for the most uplifting aspects of this species of ours.

You see, that’s just it in a society promoting whatever the fuck selling toy weapons to its children for entertainment represents, your feelings are on you. The vast majority of all people who’ve ever existed lack a true understanding of who and why they are the way they perceive themselves. It’s a hard ass question to challenge how you feel. The shear physical involvement that surrounds your emotions is undeniable and all encompassing. Simultaneously, these characteristics are the backdrop for the most uplifting aspects of this species of ours.

We now understand there’s a lot of science behind untangling the application of all that emotional fury. What we feel can be a dirty misrepresentation of what’s in ours and others best interest. Every decision leaves us weighing or ignoring the trade offs rendered by the choices available. Feels good, must be right? Head versus heart type bullshit. This is where society struggles to overcome ourselves. Feeling our way around, whining about not being understood or accepted because it feels like total shit to think you’re all alone with those feelings you cherish so dearly.

We now understand there’s a lot of science behind untangling the application of all that emotional fury. What we feel can be a dirty misrepresentation of what’s in ours and others best interest. Every decision leaves us weighing or ignoring the trade offs rendered by the choices available. Feels good, must be right? Head versus heart type bullshit. This is where society struggles to overcome ourselves. Feeling our way around, whining about not being understood or accepted because it feels like total shit to think you’re all alone with those feelings you cherish so dearly.

Wait a goddamn minute, where does budgeting come into this hateful shit you’re writing here? Well…distinguishing what circumstance is worthy of escalation upward through the emotional network, or managing via focused cognition. Allocating the precise amount of emotional energy on targeted realities. Finding the part of you to push through that wall of denial is arguably the most important realization of a persons life.

Wait a goddamn minute, where does budgeting come into this hateful shit you’re writing here? Well…distinguishing what circumstance is worthy of escalation upward through the emotional network, or managing via focused cognition. Allocating the precise amount of emotional energy on targeted realities. Finding the part of you to push through that wall of denial is arguably the most important realization of a persons life.

Beauty lives within each and every one of us, but it only sporadically emerges from our attraction to despair. That beauty is so incredibly powerful on our disposition, to the point it can blind us to the broader perspective. Love…is about the sensations that beauty inspires. Flowing in waves of unimaginable pleasure through every aspect of our awareness, enchanted with the entirety of our universe.

Beauty lives within each and every one of us, but it only sporadically emerges from our attraction to despair. That beauty is so incredibly powerful on our disposition, to the point it can blind us to the broader perspective. Love…is about the sensations that beauty inspires. Flowing in waves of unimaginable pleasure through every aspect of our awareness, enchanted with the entirety of our universe.

There’s the circumstances, your interpretation, and how you feel about all that. Ownership of these connections within ourselves is vital to channeling the proper energy towards the right direction. The weight of the decision disappears allowing us to cherish the now of every moment. The universe now feels comfortable.         #thoghts #love #emotions #food #life #living

There’s the circumstances, your interpretation, and how you feel about all that. Ownership of these connections within ourselves is vital to channeling the proper energy towards the right direction. The weight of the decision disappears allowing us to cherish the now of every moment. The universe now feels comfortable.

#thoghts #love #emotions #food #life #living

“Philosophical/Homophily”

 “Great things are done by a series of small things brought together.” 

~Vincent Van Gogh~

 

Considering  the context of this statement...shouldn’t we discuss the importance of a life. Building great things from smaller less attractive components is the underlying story of the entire universe. The significance of any one piece in that construct is easily understated, when identifying its individual participation. On that individual level, people want to be recognized for their unique purpose even beyond the underlying responsibility they all too often fall short of accepting. Equality is preached as though it is an accepted reality, while biologically the small minority that have the capacity to understand, realize it doesn’t actually exist. Human rights are exclusive to human consciousness, and don’t carry any presence in the studies of physics, chemistry, or biology. The harsh reality contradicts the misguided perspective being portrayed as truth simply because it’s the story everyone is familiar with. 

 

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 Humans tend to oversimplify things, so we don’t have to work at an understanding. We can tell you all about how we feel, yet stumble to articulate what we know without interjecting our emotions too. The vast majority of people can’t separate those two brain functions with any relative fluency. These are simply the characteristics of our evolution to the modernity we know today. Knowledge, through the advancement of technology developed by the foundations of mathematics, physics, chemistry, and all the other disciplines of science and learning advances at a pace evolution can never approach. This gap spreads individuals across a broad spectrum of any understanding distribution. Sad, mad, glad, hurt, scared, ashamed are the natural emotional responses to facing a cognitive challenge, and more often than not prevent people from pushing forward to a better understanding. This emotional segregation of individuals leaves a daunting sense of isolation, that weighs on the human consciousness like a burden. Evolutions cure is to incentivize clustering of the individuals into silos of familiarity. People that feel the same, must have some commonality in place to build from. This soothes them from their lack of understanding, relieving the need to push forward with their knowledge. 

 

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Individuals are vital to the whole, but not equally supportive to change and advancement. It’s within these categories of awareness that distinguish the various identities for who we are. Innovators, leaders, and followers are all comprised of individuals, but grouped by emotional intelligence and not rights. Your rights consist of the freedom to identify within yourself how you choose to view your circumstances, and define your personal category by managing your awareness with the growth of your individual perspective. What is paramount to participation is having the resources available to support your existence from birth through adolescence, and sadly here is where fairness comes into play. Not all children are afforded the opportunity to flourish, and within the ones who are, not all are supported in identifying their opportunity to do so. ALL...ALL social issues within our species are contrived by the self proclaimed adults. That status of adult is misinterpreted from one’s time alive absent of attained development. All of that emotional entanglement alongside dogmatic ideological biased assumptions prevents measured social assessments of individuals into categories. Instead, we tell the story of equality, even though it biologically doesn’t exist. This pacification of emotional intelligence is the world we know today, but the future can only improve for everyone once we decide to allow an entire generation that opportunity to flourish. That can’t occur until we recognize that the whole is more important than the individual pieces...

 

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“Just/Fucking”

I’ve recently become enthralled with the HBO series The Deuce. They do such a good job with their productions, Saprano’s, Sex in the City, Game of Thrones are all marquee award winning series from their creative genius. A line in the aforementioned series somehow caught my attention, and so I used it for my title. The main character played by Maggie Gyllenhaal uses this phrase as she attempts to ease the anxiety of one of the new girls making her debut into the burgeoning adult film business. For me, it personifies the way we humans diminish the negative connotation of any marginalized social dilemma. “It’s just...” anything allows us to offer our subverted acceptance of something that may not be widely as acceptable as we want to believe. As individuals we walk the tightrope of our impulses and whether or not they align with the world around us. We don’t want to disrupt the perceived affect of the ones we hold close to us, but underneath our drive to be socially accepted, we have these impulses that well up from somewhere inside us. It’s these details that are held close to the vest whenever we share ourselves with anyone. Typically it’s a life partner that we more fully open up to, once we establish that sense of safety for revealing our inner self. Generational variations frame this dynamic of human behavior as well, as older generations have a much different perspective than younger ones, and far more experiential content to consider. Making comparisons for individuals across the spectrum of a group that includes multiple dynamics is just an exercise in futility. Standing atop of your viewpoint as if it’s some sort of standard to measure everyone else by is ridiculous, yet that’s the mechanics for which most individuals assess their reality. We want to imagine our view of reality is shared by many, at the same time questioning that streak of darkness within us we can’t explain.

 

 

 

There is a biological premise for all of this, yet the vast majority lack the capacity to identify and understand its existence. Using pop culture as a metaphorical launching pad to initiate change is my latest attempt at finding what will gain traction in my quest to lift the awareness of everyone. Just about all of my diatribe expressed here goes completely unnoticed, and only serves as a sounding board to what is conjured up within me as I contemplate the world around me, outside the boundaries of my reality. It doesn’t require enlightenment to access the internet, and the statistical analysis of human capacity to understand reveals the majority of humans lack the capacity, interest, or motivation to buy into my thoughts. I’m not too a place in my life where this becomes my life’s work, so allocating sufficient time to broadcast my thoughts isn’t quite practical at this time. For now, I’m sort of collecting notes for future reference as I construct my understanding of what’s at play within our species from the great men and women doing the research and formulating the foundations for future generations to expand upon. It’s this basic acceptance of how life is an accumulative progression for all forms of life, that’s tied to its past by experiences that anchor our assessment of the present, while we formulate a prediction of the future that continually transforms the past we leave behind us. All that’s left to improve that future for more individuals is to increase the capacity for more of us to understand this reality within themselves. Efforts to accomplish this are exponentially more effective and efficient the younger the individual being influenced is. 

 

 

 

All that that being said, yesterday was a Seminole moment for me. I attended my very first TEDx conference. For those of you not aware of this organization, take a look at https://www.ted.com/ to familiarize yourself with the organization and it’s story, mission, and purpose. I was privileged enough to see many local people sharing their ideas through their passionate examples of caring for everyone in a way that mimics the way they care about the ones close to them. The initiative is all about cultivating grand ideas from everyone, instead of some pre-existing segment of society that hold to some type of high esteem.  “Ideas worth spreading” is the mission statement of sorts. https://www.ted.com/about/our-organization

Having an idea crafted into a vision supported by a driving passion needs support to gain effective traction to become anything other than a novelty. TED is just than mechanism for lifting ideas to their starting point. My unrelenting passion for lifting the lives of more humans than currently receive a legitimate opportunity needs this type of magnification to ever see any hope for implementation. The die is cast, I just need to construct the functional foundation for building the structure for my vision to reside.

 

 

 

  #change