“Emotional beings/Being Emotional”

budg·et

/ˈbəjət/Learn to pronounce

verb

gerund or present participle: budgeting

  1. allow or provide a particular amount of money in a budget.

    "the university is budgeting for a deficit"

    synonyms:allocate, allot, assign, allow, earmark, devote, designate, appropriate, set aside; 

From the cellular level of life, all the way up to the most complex organisms functioning at the highest levels of creativity and advancement, budgeting is the fundamental premise of everything. Every cell knows to budget it’s energy consumption to precisely how much replacement energy it expects to receive. Adjustments only happen when there’s a realized shortfall of the replacement side. Cells don’t store energy, so excess is dispelled or converted to storage like cells. This basic tenant allows for adaptive support to survive adversity. All forms of life utilize this checks and balances to sustain itself.

From the cellular level of life, all the way up to the most complex organisms functioning at the highest levels of creativity and advancement, budgeting is the fundamental premise of everything. Every cell knows to budget it’s energy consumption to precisely how much replacement energy it expects to receive. Adjustments only happen when there’s a realized shortfall of the replacement side. Cells don’t store energy, so excess is dispelled or converted to storage like cells. This basic tenant allows for adaptive support to survive adversity. All forms of life utilize this checks and balances to sustain itself.

Life is an incredible accomplishment in this universe of ours. It exists and expands everywhere its environment yields the opportunity for it to survive. This human perspective can’t imagine the total amount of shit life itself has overcome to this point already. The universe is an inhospitable bitch, and Mutha don’t give a single fuck about how you feel! She is eatin up burnt out stars and shitting out universes every moment of the moments of time. How in the hell then, can a personal emotional entrapment be so goddamned all important?

Life is an incredible accomplishment in this universe of ours. It exists and expands everywhere its environment yields the opportunity for it to survive. This human perspective can’t imagine the total amount of shit life itself has overcome to this point already. The universe is an inhospitable bitch, and Mutha don’t give a single fuck about how you feel! She is eatin up burnt out stars and shitting out universes every moment of the moments of time. How in the hell then, can a personal emotional entrapment be so goddamned all important?

You see, that’s just it in a society promoting whatever the fuck selling toy weapons to its children for entertainment represents, your feelings are on you. The vast majority of all people who’ve ever existed lack a true understanding of who and why they are the way they perceive themselves. It’s a hard ass question to challenge how you feel. The shear physical involvement that surrounds your emotions is undeniable and all encompassing. Simultaneously, these characteristics are the backdrop for the most uplifting aspects of this species of ours.

You see, that’s just it in a society promoting whatever the fuck selling toy weapons to its children for entertainment represents, your feelings are on you. The vast majority of all people who’ve ever existed lack a true understanding of who and why they are the way they perceive themselves. It’s a hard ass question to challenge how you feel. The shear physical involvement that surrounds your emotions is undeniable and all encompassing. Simultaneously, these characteristics are the backdrop for the most uplifting aspects of this species of ours.

We now understand there’s a lot of science behind untangling the application of all that emotional fury. What we feel can be a dirty misrepresentation of what’s in ours and others best interest. Every decision leaves us weighing or ignoring the trade offs rendered by the choices available. Feels good, must be right? Head versus heart type bullshit. This is where society struggles to overcome ourselves. Feeling our way around, whining about not being understood or accepted because it feels like total shit to think you’re all alone with those feelings you cherish so dearly.

We now understand there’s a lot of science behind untangling the application of all that emotional fury. What we feel can be a dirty misrepresentation of what’s in ours and others best interest. Every decision leaves us weighing or ignoring the trade offs rendered by the choices available. Feels good, must be right? Head versus heart type bullshit. This is where society struggles to overcome ourselves. Feeling our way around, whining about not being understood or accepted because it feels like total shit to think you’re all alone with those feelings you cherish so dearly.

Wait a goddamn minute, where does budgeting come into this hateful shit you’re writing here? Well…distinguishing what circumstance is worthy of escalation upward through the emotional network, or managing via focused cognition. Allocating the precise amount of emotional energy on targeted realities. Finding the part of you to push through that wall of denial is arguably the most important realization of a persons life.

Wait a goddamn minute, where does budgeting come into this hateful shit you’re writing here? Well…distinguishing what circumstance is worthy of escalation upward through the emotional network, or managing via focused cognition. Allocating the precise amount of emotional energy on targeted realities. Finding the part of you to push through that wall of denial is arguably the most important realization of a persons life.

Beauty lives within each and every one of us, but it only sporadically emerges from our attraction to despair. That beauty is so incredibly powerful on our disposition, to the point it can blind us to the broader perspective. Love…is about the sensations that beauty inspires. Flowing in waves of unimaginable pleasure through every aspect of our awareness, enchanted with the entirety of our universe.

Beauty lives within each and every one of us, but it only sporadically emerges from our attraction to despair. That beauty is so incredibly powerful on our disposition, to the point it can blind us to the broader perspective. Love…is about the sensations that beauty inspires. Flowing in waves of unimaginable pleasure through every aspect of our awareness, enchanted with the entirety of our universe.

There’s the circumstances, your interpretation, and how you feel about all that. Ownership of these connections within ourselves is vital to channeling the proper energy towards the right direction. The weight of the decision disappears allowing us to cherish the now of every moment. The universe now feels comfortable.         #thoghts #love #emotions #food #life #living

There’s the circumstances, your interpretation, and how you feel about all that. Ownership of these connections within ourselves is vital to channeling the proper energy towards the right direction. The weight of the decision disappears allowing us to cherish the now of every moment. The universe now feels comfortable.

#thoghts #love #emotions #food #life #living

“Blah/Blah”

There’s hope, even in the face of apparent ignorance and self absorption for special interests. Young Americans are energized over the epic legislative failures surrounding the ongoing issues of mass shootings and lack of gun control. Cameron Kasky struck a nerve with his statement   “We are the generation of mass shootings...”  Having been born shortly after Columbine, there’s been a mass shootings every year of his life. That’s a terrible tribute to the social footprint for all that fall under that statistic. The complexity of how we arrived at this dilemma is only overshadowed by the solution to its presence. Let’s then contrast that detail against the fact we had the lowest voter turnout since WWII that elected the furthest outlier from the political establishment. What am I suggesting here, simply that the newly armed technology equipped liberally motivated youth of   “March for Our Lives” are a viable agent for significant change. Only time will tell if their convictions are as strong as their words, but the fact they’re challenging the status quo of inept sociological partisan gridlock is encouraging. 

 

We are living in the distant future of our grandparents. All of us relate to our lives in terms of perspective, and that perception shifts with each and every group born into existence. Our fallacy lies within our anchoring that perspective by established biases we live along the way. Experiences become such powerful distractions from actual real time interpretation, that they distort what we come to know as beliefs. The autonomic interoceptive systems in our brain have packed all of this into our sensory capacity in order for our species to survive in a world vastly different from the present one. Those systems probably looks tens of thousands of years to evolve, while the world we've created has evolved in just a few hundred years. This disparity behind our mismatching what we call intuitive processing and the world we've crafted is the story underlying much of the social disfunction alluded to in the opening paragraph. Change scares the fuck outta folks, and it’s occurring at light speed compared to the social capacity to absorb and adjust to it. We have large groups of individuals collectively searching for a rational explanation to their intuitive miscalculations. They are being herded around by change architecture they haven’t a clue exists. The relevance of compassion to the past is ever increasing losing its significance. This is the crux of the issue, as we are a species of storytelling. Remember that social evolution detail I mentioned before, well it can’t hold a candle to how fast life is advancing for those, who can keep up. 

 

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Stormy Daniels suggested her lifestyle would be in jeopardy for ratting our Trump, I’m not sure exactly how, but Trump should have to answer to his wife for his horny little fantasy ride. Cohn should be examined for campaign contribution violations, and then the voters can decide how it effects the office of The President. Porn star fantasies are what keep the profession going. You sort of had to understand how big a dick Donald Trump is long before he ran for office?

 

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Love is the single most magical aspect of our existence. It’s thoughts, feelings, and hormones flexing their influence all at once. It’s so captivating to our consciousness, it fills all the spare moments we don’t use for the operational aspects of life. You don’t even have to consider its presence, it just rises up from within the human in all of us. We’ve made it so complicated with the written and spoken word, attempting to describe and define its presence in our reality. Something so powerful surely must have a reasonable explanation. It falls upon all of us to share it with as many others as we can, by giving our hearts to the true spirit of compassion and connection. Everybody feels something for someone else...

 

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   #stormy daniels 

"Crap/Shoot"

Ever think about why numbing the mind is so popular? Life is so fucking everything except easy, that we are consumed in subjugating its presence with a more appealing alternative to the reality we have to face. This has been building from the dawn of the written word, and the stories that lead to the advent of concepts such as religion. We are drawn to the type of fantasy that relieves the anxiety of the finality of life, and the unknown of anything beyond death. Every layer of technological advancement, jacks the boundaries for our capacity to create this fantasy alternative. Today, the ability to create content is exponential to just a half a century ago. Smartphones possess the ability to produce, edit, and distribute feature length and quality shows. The youth of the modern world spend countless hours, starting at insanely early ages, engaged in the art of distraction. What happens to the state of the future self, if so much is available to ignore the calling from within? Will we just pretend to live underneath this shell of a reality, painted with the imaginary details of a relevant distraction...

What is falling to the way side in all of this is the relative social concept of how we became the dominant species of this planet. Our ability to communicate face to face in small communal groups, linked to one another by social strands into cities and regions. Not the isolationist shitstorm sweeping across the alt-right, but the anthropological connections forming us into bands of 125 or so members. This social capacity of our ancestors, propelled us out of the forrest and into the city. Maybe all of this is simply the evolution of our kind into the next development of this social trajectory. I totally get the convenience of the long distance access to the instant thoughts of others around the planet, hell most of those reading this are folks from all over, that I have no personal connection to. Yet, I don't circumvent the actual face to face relationships of my local friends with this platform of communication. There's an evolutionary purpose behind the 42 facial muscles and their ability to convey our thoughts and intentions. 

Oh, by the way, tomorrow is Valentine's Day...