“Emotional beings/Being Emotional”

budg·et

/ˈbəjət/Learn to pronounce

verb

gerund or present participle: budgeting

  1. allow or provide a particular amount of money in a budget.

    "the university is budgeting for a deficit"

    synonyms:allocate, allot, assign, allow, earmark, devote, designate, appropriate, set aside; 

From the cellular level of life, all the way up to the most complex organisms functioning at the highest levels of creativity and advancement, budgeting is the fundamental premise of everything. Every cell knows to budget it’s energy consumption to precisely how much replacement energy it expects to receive. Adjustments only happen when there’s a realized shortfall of the replacement side. Cells don’t store energy, so excess is dispelled or converted to storage like cells. This basic tenant allows for adaptive support to survive adversity. All forms of life utilize this checks and balances to sustain itself.

From the cellular level of life, all the way up to the most complex organisms functioning at the highest levels of creativity and advancement, budgeting is the fundamental premise of everything. Every cell knows to budget it’s energy consumption to precisely how much replacement energy it expects to receive. Adjustments only happen when there’s a realized shortfall of the replacement side. Cells don’t store energy, so excess is dispelled or converted to storage like cells. This basic tenant allows for adaptive support to survive adversity. All forms of life utilize this checks and balances to sustain itself.

Life is an incredible accomplishment in this universe of ours. It exists and expands everywhere its environment yields the opportunity for it to survive. This human perspective can’t imagine the total amount of shit life itself has overcome to this point already. The universe is an inhospitable bitch, and Mutha don’t give a single fuck about how you feel! She is eatin up burnt out stars and shitting out universes every moment of the moments of time. How in the hell then, can a personal emotional entrapment be so goddamned all important?

Life is an incredible accomplishment in this universe of ours. It exists and expands everywhere its environment yields the opportunity for it to survive. This human perspective can’t imagine the total amount of shit life itself has overcome to this point already. The universe is an inhospitable bitch, and Mutha don’t give a single fuck about how you feel! She is eatin up burnt out stars and shitting out universes every moment of the moments of time. How in the hell then, can a personal emotional entrapment be so goddamned all important?

You see, that’s just it in a society promoting whatever the fuck selling toy weapons to its children for entertainment represents, your feelings are on you. The vast majority of all people who’ve ever existed lack a true understanding of who and why they are the way they perceive themselves. It’s a hard ass question to challenge how you feel. The shear physical involvement that surrounds your emotions is undeniable and all encompassing. Simultaneously, these characteristics are the backdrop for the most uplifting aspects of this species of ours.

You see, that’s just it in a society promoting whatever the fuck selling toy weapons to its children for entertainment represents, your feelings are on you. The vast majority of all people who’ve ever existed lack a true understanding of who and why they are the way they perceive themselves. It’s a hard ass question to challenge how you feel. The shear physical involvement that surrounds your emotions is undeniable and all encompassing. Simultaneously, these characteristics are the backdrop for the most uplifting aspects of this species of ours.

We now understand there’s a lot of science behind untangling the application of all that emotional fury. What we feel can be a dirty misrepresentation of what’s in ours and others best interest. Every decision leaves us weighing or ignoring the trade offs rendered by the choices available. Feels good, must be right? Head versus heart type bullshit. This is where society struggles to overcome ourselves. Feeling our way around, whining about not being understood or accepted because it feels like total shit to think you’re all alone with those feelings you cherish so dearly.

We now understand there’s a lot of science behind untangling the application of all that emotional fury. What we feel can be a dirty misrepresentation of what’s in ours and others best interest. Every decision leaves us weighing or ignoring the trade offs rendered by the choices available. Feels good, must be right? Head versus heart type bullshit. This is where society struggles to overcome ourselves. Feeling our way around, whining about not being understood or accepted because it feels like total shit to think you’re all alone with those feelings you cherish so dearly.

Wait a goddamn minute, where does budgeting come into this hateful shit you’re writing here? Well…distinguishing what circumstance is worthy of escalation upward through the emotional network, or managing via focused cognition. Allocating the precise amount of emotional energy on targeted realities. Finding the part of you to push through that wall of denial is arguably the most important realization of a persons life.

Wait a goddamn minute, where does budgeting come into this hateful shit you’re writing here? Well…distinguishing what circumstance is worthy of escalation upward through the emotional network, or managing via focused cognition. Allocating the precise amount of emotional energy on targeted realities. Finding the part of you to push through that wall of denial is arguably the most important realization of a persons life.

Beauty lives within each and every one of us, but it only sporadically emerges from our attraction to despair. That beauty is so incredibly powerful on our disposition, to the point it can blind us to the broader perspective. Love…is about the sensations that beauty inspires. Flowing in waves of unimaginable pleasure through every aspect of our awareness, enchanted with the entirety of our universe.

Beauty lives within each and every one of us, but it only sporadically emerges from our attraction to despair. That beauty is so incredibly powerful on our disposition, to the point it can blind us to the broader perspective. Love…is about the sensations that beauty inspires. Flowing in waves of unimaginable pleasure through every aspect of our awareness, enchanted with the entirety of our universe.

There’s the circumstances, your interpretation, and how you feel about all that. Ownership of these connections within ourselves is vital to channeling the proper energy towards the right direction. The weight of the decision disappears allowing us to cherish the now of every moment. The universe now feels comfortable.         #thoghts #love #emotions #food #life #living

There’s the circumstances, your interpretation, and how you feel about all that. Ownership of these connections within ourselves is vital to channeling the proper energy towards the right direction. The weight of the decision disappears allowing us to cherish the now of every moment. The universe now feels comfortable.

#thoghts #love #emotions #food #life #living

“I/Care”

Today marks the 243rd anniversary of a Declaration of Independence from the oppressive governance of the British Empire. Great Britain laid claim to the people and resources of the eastern portion of the North American continent following nearly a century of colonialism from all the European Imperialism after Columbus discovery. Appreciation seems insufficient for describing my personal gratitude for what that day, and the subsequent 243 years mean to me. I have been afforded hope and opportunity beyond anything I can comprehend for simply being born into a society that allows me the freedom of that hope. My life could be completely different under minuscule circumstances.

Unfortunately, that opportunity doesn’t translate to every member of our species. That’s what draws me to express my understanding of why that is the way it shakes out nearly two and a half centuries after the epic declaration of previous members of that very same species. As it turns out, today’s understanding of everything around us exponentially exceeds the accepted truths of 1776. That’s not a small reality for this discussion. There’s almost no culture of our species that doesn’t carry some emotional attachment to its heritage and past history. Let’s identify such entanglement as being human. Any objections to this statement confirm your lack of awareness and understanding of the world of 2019. There is a beneficial aspect of the weight of our past. It offers a tremendous source of learning if properly framed within the context of how we position its recall. Bad memories would be an obvious example of that context. Desensitization and dismissal are vital for thwarting off their adverse affects on our consciousness. Warm loving memories are worthy of reflection to re-enforce our desires to create more of them, but fail miserably to represent all the warm loving experiences we will require over a lifetime.

Caring is is fundamental to socially connecting into groups of the same species. Inherently all the more evolved species exist to some extent within a named grouping of their species. Every step of this evolutionary ascension builds more and more desire to seize some measure of control for the individual group and society in general. After hundreds of thousands of years encompassing only slightly less numbers of generations of this aforementioned ancestry, July 4th 1776 happened for an extremely small percentage of our species. The idea of a humans rights as an individual were being lifted to their highest point in history.

Today, 7.7 billion homo sapiens inhabit the same planet in the same orbit around the same star in the exact same solar system of the Milky Way galaxy of the universe, that’s hardly a heartbeat older than our forefathers made their declaration in. How many hundreds of millions of us have died in defense of our freedom or the conquest for control of its lustrous desires since that declared independence. What would it take to offer the benefit of the few to more humans without destroying the fabric of our existence.

There’s something very fundamentally flawed with the general perception of the complexity of our world today. Biologically we all take off from the same division of that fertilized egg, but the next couple of decades mostly forge our outcome. If the average life expectancy in the self proclaimed greatest nation is 85 years of age, and our capacity to understand is cast within the first 25 years, what happens for 29% of our lifespan dictates the story for the following 71%. ALL of humanities social issues are self inflicted and influenced. The few who do understand for the most part don’t recognize the problem because they assume everyone else views the same circumstances from their perspective. Unknowing the majority of those around them lack the capacity to fully understand their own opportunity.

“Quarter/Power”

Geoffrey West has captured my free mind space with his book “Scale”. It’s a bit of a scientific lecture distilled down for somewhat less than a scientific audience. The underlying premise is the innate mathematical correlation between the growth of all life, and the systems from which it prevails. Conveying the same mathematical foundation supporting chemistry and physics to the discipline of biology opens up a conversation about life itself.  Overlaying this scientific connection with ideological mythology brings about much emotionally charged controversy. Seemingly, for everything we don’t have concrete answers for, we reach for mystical support from faith, absent of fact. Then, as the facts evolve through better understanding supported by innovation and scientific discovery, we rationalize and adjust the parameters of that faith. For example, Galileo was arrested and convicted of heiricy for his theories of early scientific discovery. Placed under house arrest by the Roman Catholic Church, he spent his final days isolated and publicly disgraced. Ultimately, his theoretical hypothesis were given credibility as the dawn of modern science, and the church apologized in the 1990’s. Devout followers didn’t discredit the institution as unsubstantiated gossip, but rather made Rationalized excuses for how it attempted to suppress revolutionary discovery. The miracle lies in the fact anyone ever attempted to discredit their mythological teachings. In spite of all these ideological pitfalls, varying perspectives on semantics concerning faith, and even the misguided threat of imprisonment, or even death, humanity has pushed forward with innovation and discovery. Social order comes from evolutionary tendencies, not ideological restraints. 

 

The realization that all living organisms are fundamentally extricably connected beyond a Devine construct is quite progressive. Scaling validates this correlation through logarithmic computation to link biological structure and their systems by their metabolic capacity. All mammals share an average total number of heartbeats over their lifetimes. Scaled up or down using the quarter power connection, and we know why mice and whales live distinctly different lifetimes. Apply this to social structure such as cities and organizations, and we can gain insight as to how we derive a better existence. Conversely, the dissemination of understanding and knowledge isn’t linear amongst our species. Distribution of any piece of information doesn’t spread evenly. Varying degrees of capacity, along with cultural distinctions, and language barriers make this process a bumpy disproportionate one. For me, it shifts to awareness and leveling those barriers with increased diversity among our species. These exclusionary roadblocks have risen from the ideological dogma of only the most recent time period. More innovative ideas have come about in the past 100 years, than the previous 100,000 years combined. We have yet to as a species resolve the barrier of distribution in regards to innovation and benefits. Ideological entities don’t like being challenged (remember Galileo) so delivery of change is slower than its creation. Progress on this front is cumbersome and slow as well, given the cloak of ideological influence that blankets so many of those available for engagement, verses the vast majority who won't benefit short of a grand awakening throughout all of Asia, Africa, and South America. Cultural influences have supported the massive increases in population among these regions in just the last century, thus challenging the political and economic capacity to distribute resources to all of these people living there. We are finally realizing our planet has physical and biological limitations for its capacity to support the excesses of this mythology driven trajectory for our species, and averting a future of forced scarcity for the laggards lies in the hands of today’s progressive visionaries, not the faithful.