“Emotional beings/Being Emotional”

budg·et

/ˈbəjət/Learn to pronounce

verb

gerund or present participle: budgeting

  1. allow or provide a particular amount of money in a budget.

    "the university is budgeting for a deficit"

    synonyms:allocate, allot, assign, allow, earmark, devote, designate, appropriate, set aside; 

From the cellular level of life, all the way up to the most complex organisms functioning at the highest levels of creativity and advancement, budgeting is the fundamental premise of everything. Every cell knows to budget it’s energy consumption to precisely how much replacement energy it expects to receive. Adjustments only happen when there’s a realized shortfall of the replacement side. Cells don’t store energy, so excess is dispelled or converted to storage like cells. This basic tenant allows for adaptive support to survive adversity. All forms of life utilize this checks and balances to sustain itself.

From the cellular level of life, all the way up to the most complex organisms functioning at the highest levels of creativity and advancement, budgeting is the fundamental premise of everything. Every cell knows to budget it’s energy consumption to precisely how much replacement energy it expects to receive. Adjustments only happen when there’s a realized shortfall of the replacement side. Cells don’t store energy, so excess is dispelled or converted to storage like cells. This basic tenant allows for adaptive support to survive adversity. All forms of life utilize this checks and balances to sustain itself.

Life is an incredible accomplishment in this universe of ours. It exists and expands everywhere its environment yields the opportunity for it to survive. This human perspective can’t imagine the total amount of shit life itself has overcome to this point already. The universe is an inhospitable bitch, and Mutha don’t give a single fuck about how you feel! She is eatin up burnt out stars and shitting out universes every moment of the moments of time. How in the hell then, can a personal emotional entrapment be so goddamned all important?

Life is an incredible accomplishment in this universe of ours. It exists and expands everywhere its environment yields the opportunity for it to survive. This human perspective can’t imagine the total amount of shit life itself has overcome to this point already. The universe is an inhospitable bitch, and Mutha don’t give a single fuck about how you feel! She is eatin up burnt out stars and shitting out universes every moment of the moments of time. How in the hell then, can a personal emotional entrapment be so goddamned all important?

You see, that’s just it in a society promoting whatever the fuck selling toy weapons to its children for entertainment represents, your feelings are on you. The vast majority of all people who’ve ever existed lack a true understanding of who and why they are the way they perceive themselves. It’s a hard ass question to challenge how you feel. The shear physical involvement that surrounds your emotions is undeniable and all encompassing. Simultaneously, these characteristics are the backdrop for the most uplifting aspects of this species of ours.

You see, that’s just it in a society promoting whatever the fuck selling toy weapons to its children for entertainment represents, your feelings are on you. The vast majority of all people who’ve ever existed lack a true understanding of who and why they are the way they perceive themselves. It’s a hard ass question to challenge how you feel. The shear physical involvement that surrounds your emotions is undeniable and all encompassing. Simultaneously, these characteristics are the backdrop for the most uplifting aspects of this species of ours.

We now understand there’s a lot of science behind untangling the application of all that emotional fury. What we feel can be a dirty misrepresentation of what’s in ours and others best interest. Every decision leaves us weighing or ignoring the trade offs rendered by the choices available. Feels good, must be right? Head versus heart type bullshit. This is where society struggles to overcome ourselves. Feeling our way around, whining about not being understood or accepted because it feels like total shit to think you’re all alone with those feelings you cherish so dearly.

We now understand there’s a lot of science behind untangling the application of all that emotional fury. What we feel can be a dirty misrepresentation of what’s in ours and others best interest. Every decision leaves us weighing or ignoring the trade offs rendered by the choices available. Feels good, must be right? Head versus heart type bullshit. This is where society struggles to overcome ourselves. Feeling our way around, whining about not being understood or accepted because it feels like total shit to think you’re all alone with those feelings you cherish so dearly.

Wait a goddamn minute, where does budgeting come into this hateful shit you’re writing here? Well…distinguishing what circumstance is worthy of escalation upward through the emotional network, or managing via focused cognition. Allocating the precise amount of emotional energy on targeted realities. Finding the part of you to push through that wall of denial is arguably the most important realization of a persons life.

Wait a goddamn minute, where does budgeting come into this hateful shit you’re writing here? Well…distinguishing what circumstance is worthy of escalation upward through the emotional network, or managing via focused cognition. Allocating the precise amount of emotional energy on targeted realities. Finding the part of you to push through that wall of denial is arguably the most important realization of a persons life.

Beauty lives within each and every one of us, but it only sporadically emerges from our attraction to despair. That beauty is so incredibly powerful on our disposition, to the point it can blind us to the broader perspective. Love…is about the sensations that beauty inspires. Flowing in waves of unimaginable pleasure through every aspect of our awareness, enchanted with the entirety of our universe.

Beauty lives within each and every one of us, but it only sporadically emerges from our attraction to despair. That beauty is so incredibly powerful on our disposition, to the point it can blind us to the broader perspective. Love…is about the sensations that beauty inspires. Flowing in waves of unimaginable pleasure through every aspect of our awareness, enchanted with the entirety of our universe.

There’s the circumstances, your interpretation, and how you feel about all that. Ownership of these connections within ourselves is vital to channeling the proper energy towards the right direction. The weight of the decision disappears allowing us to cherish the now of every moment. The universe now feels comfortable.         #thoghts #love #emotions #food #life #living

There’s the circumstances, your interpretation, and how you feel about all that. Ownership of these connections within ourselves is vital to channeling the proper energy towards the right direction. The weight of the decision disappears allowing us to cherish the now of every moment. The universe now feels comfortable.

#thoghts #love #emotions #food #life #living

“Shame/On”

People fascinate me with our struggles of just being people. No matter who you are, or more importantly, who you think you are, no one else will ever experience being you. This fucks us up seven ways to Sunday in our quest for some type of validation. The heck with all this notion we are content in that solitude, cuz I’ve seen enough mutherfuckers chewing on their reality to know better. Shit, I don’t go a single day without finding myself tangled up in this trap. The Dalai Lama, the most peaceful human I’ve ever heard of, meditates six hours a day! What does that suggest about the inherent nature of the species with all this cognitive power?

I see these people in my life, who I care for deeply, struggling with their individual ownership of their lives, and I want so badly to release them. Only to remind myself, they are probably seeing my struggle from their personal lens. Entanglement within the paradigm of trying to understand why we exist and what that means to each of us has been present in humans since the earliest moments of our ability to express our thoughts. Imagine a world where we kept all that bullshit locked up inside our minds, or is that how all the other mammals live out their lives?

We are compelled much more by what we feel than what we think. Thoughts spark emotions to attain a responsive behavior, not the other way around. Social complexity has outstripped the beneficial functionality of that paradigm. Lifting our line of sight above the mess of emotional entanglement is the struggle, because it feels right to give in to the comfort of not challenging our feelings. We’ve known them all our lives. Imagining what liberation lies beyond the boundaries of our feelings is what we did to cope with childhood.

Together…isolated within our own individual realities. Everyone has the same range of experiences, and sharing how that makes us feel helps unify us. Ideology happens when that unification goes too far in a planned direction. For fucks sake, the Dead Sea Scrolls were written by cult like extremists. Look at what’s evolved from that unification of feelings! When do we recognize the enemy is within each and every one of us as this entrapment as emotional hostages, not the concept of evil to allow for the notion of divinity. Compassion unlocks that prison of fear and anxiety. Empathy maintains the covenants of that resulting freedom.

Navigating our our lives from reflective contemplation and forward imagination to produce a desired now. Cognitive deliberation versus emotional responsiveness are the steering mechanisms. Choosing between them versus grasping for the most available option. This is what oversees the output of human behavior. Assuming everyone is equally equipped to distinguish their choices is the biggest fallacy of our understanding as a species. Giant fucking wrong assumption! That kind of equality is as mythical as goddamned dragon.

https://www.mountvernon.org/inn/recipes/article/great-cake/

https://apple.news/AahtzD77tS0KnfoMlC4Ugxg

https://apple.news/AmQCl3YauTJqwsT1_nfU0XA

Now, where was I at? Oh…making people more aware and less afraid is a good thing! Studies show people are much happier when they’re not terrified of fucking everything they don’t understand. Hmmm…you mean if you grow as a person you won’t be so fucked up? Yeah, being old and incredibly ignorant is a real thing. Just as being poor and never attaining the capacity to grow is a biological problem that is a byproduct of social inequality, not racism, nationalism, or Judaism.

#love #compassion #hope #better tomorrow

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